Thursday, April 16, 2009

Heavy at Heart expressions..

What is going on.
Coming to you as a loser... :( lost my confidence so called selfconfidence..
I hurt. I hurt really. I hurt as I dont want to be in this world. but that is cowards decision. and im not a coward. At first moment I hate myself. Why I am worrying for. For what? where it lead me..
Forget, on the other hand, I can consider tht i did mistake.
How much friendly she was, why did i do this. I do not ask for excuse because i am not qualified person to ask to Excuse.
May be even Now if she is that much friendly I may not take it as earlier. because of me..And it happened. yar..
It happend once with one.It happend again for my life time. But this one is really hurting..
Really yar this is very different from earlier, Earlier i dint even get a chance to express.....so, i had not been hurt by anybody. it was just a feelin that.. but now i did express, which got a rejection... can not beleive this. ]

he has lost the game but dont want to remain as a loser.
I am the Best for you baby .. :)
( This is the character of that guy.. but u know that gal still helping him, and she is in the same way.. Wishing her all the best for rest of her life..)
Sorry guys,, the above is the heartfelt words from a guy who likes(he doesnot know meaning of Love)..

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