U know wat it is been for 15 days.. experiencing this. Wait.. i am not telling this for ur sympathy, or consolation. just letting you know wats happening with me. let it happen. I can handle. hah.. forget.. but u know wat u cant get this .. this is a lifetime experience.. Sometimes i am thinking like a .......
No regrets, it is done by me for myself. I know why I did that. Who benefited from this is me itself. Now everything around me will set right. That is what I had been looking for. I knew this since 6 months I was waiting for.
6 months of life has given me 6lakhs of experiences. Various feelings, friendships bondings, ahh.. good.. great learnt one lifetime in 6 months. Thanks guys. wont forget u. And here have to mention the one for whom I spent my 6 months in a place where I was not intended to be. I was there only for ... . But I had to leave without letting ... know. But sure I will express the feelings from core of my heart once things started going fine. Hope soon... caz u know this is the testing of patiency... waiting for 25 years, cant I wait for few more days... I will wait. and sure will put all before ... . yeah it is personal.. will be alot more..
Ok y i had to leave? this is surely professional and my professional everybody knows this. There was a (Paper proof) gap in my experience which I had worked but no paper proof for that. SO I created a paper myself and given a person name to authenticate it. That guy didnot authenticat it and there was a reason in this recession time. Anyhow I had been waiting for this to happen but was not expecting it should happen in this way. and happened. I tried to convince, correct this. but no use. and happened. Nobody other than my colleagues believing me even I am shouting that I worked. I requested them from my part. Now relaxed. I got a chance to correct myself.
Will return with refreshed, refilled, redeemed.
Regards,
Ratnakar.
